Monthly Archives: May 2011

What’s this cry about?

So, after I called the Dr.’s to find out what to do about this gnawing hunger pangs, I hung up the phone and just cried.  It didn’t take me long to realize why.  I was crying because I was feeling … Continue reading

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Today is a struggle

I am struggling today.  I am experiencing some of that growling hunger that you get when your body is really hungry.  I don’t want to call the emergency number to find out what’s going on.  I’m not supposed to be … Continue reading

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Where are you old friend?

Today I got to come face to face with my addiction and using food to cover up what I was feeling.  I work in Direct Sales so I do recruiting interviews with people in order to recruit them into the … Continue reading

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First Outing

One of my concerns with this new way of life, is going out in social settings.  In my past, I could hide behind a drink or food so that I didn’t have to be fully present.  It was my comfort- … Continue reading

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I feel lost

Every doctor’s office is different in what they require before surgery and before my surgery, I needed to see a psychologist.  One of the questions she asked was “do you think of food all the time”.  For me, I said … Continue reading

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The deed is done

So yesterday was the lap band surgery.  I found myself on the table in the operating room with tears streaming down my face.  They were tears of nerves and tears of saying goodbye to a life I knew.  I don’t … Continue reading

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